Express yourself, just do it….

Hi Guys, I am back with another post.

I have waited for almost a year before I could write another post because… Why actually? I have no idea. You know I always had this excuse that I was busy with school, or that I had to have excellent grades before I could start blogging again.

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But it was all just an excuse.

I stopped blogging because I was very insecure about the content that I was posting. Is it good enough, will people actually care, will my friend laugh at me, I am to ugly to do this. I had too many issues and I was avoiding a thing that I actually liked doing and felt that I was kind of good at. And to be brutally honest with you I am not good at anything as far as I know. But it does not matter because at the end I am only limiting myself.

When I first started blogging I envisioned how I would post something everyday and that it would not matter f anybody would read it.


As long as I could express myself.

And I think that I forgot that when I got more into this blogging thing because I felt pressured to do well and in the end I did nothing at all.

So now almost 6 months later I have made the decision to not care anymore, and I mean not caring in a way that you shall not limit yourself to not do thing that you like. To not express yourself in the way that you wanted to. Instead of thinking what if I want to say why not, I did that crazy thing and it was awesome, I have no regrets. I just feel like my fear of being judged too much has limited me in doing awesome and great things and that needs to stop. So what if people may think your blog is funny, so what if people want to share it. It all doesn’t matter. And the funny thing is that in the end I do not care even a little bit about what people think of me, but somehow on the internet it matters, somehow my face is not good enough (in my mind) for the pretty people of the blogging community.

Somehow even when I say that I do not care I actually do…

But… We, you, me, we can change this starting today! The only one that is holding you back is you.. Yes you! So go out there and be your best self!!

I am ending this post because it’s becoming too long. If you actually are reading this I would like to say thank you, and this came straight from my heart.

Thank you for reading!!


Japanese Candy series: Popin cookin Sushi maker!

Hi Guys! I have been gone for a while but i am kind of back wit a new video for you! This time it is a classic! The popin cookin sushi maker. I also made a review video but my english was terrible so i only made this instead of a review but if you are interested in my opinion you can read it here :).

The taste of the candy is actually not that good and the textures are a little bit shocking for me because i’m not used to it. Everything except the fake rice taste like artificial grape. The fake rice taste like ramune (lemon bubblegum). But making the candy was soo much fun that you will forget the bad taste and eat it anyways!

Thank you for watching and i hope that you liked this video!

Haircut! And first update….

Hi there! So if you did not knew it already, the long braids that I had in my hair are fake. And it was a transitioning style. And I thought since I have a semi beauty blog … I can share my hair story over here.


Up here you can see a picture with half natural and half relaxed hair. This is the first day wearing my hair so short because I am so used to these braids. And I was scared that I might feel to comfy with these braids and would end up not liking my natural hair.

I have been transitioning for roughly a year now and I thought that it was time to go all natural…

Natural hair

Yayy! This is me with all natural hair! My sister cut it for me. And I have noticed that this is much better than transitioning with your relaxed hair still on your head. Even though my hair is short. It is way easier to maintain because you do not have these 2 hair textures. And I also had no idea how to wear my hair with the 2 textures.

Hair type 4b

I also want to show you this pic of what my hair type looks like. I think that it is type 4b but I could be wrong. I am also thinking about making a hair journey video! But 1 year could be too early to make one right?

If you would like to see any hair tips tell me!

Thank you for reading!