Express yourself, just do it….

Hi Guys, I am back with another post.

I have waited for almost a year before I could write another post because… Why actually? I have no idea. You know I always had this excuse that I was busy with school, or that I had to have excellent grades before I could start blogging again.

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But it was all just an excuse.

I stopped blogging because I was very insecure about the content that I was posting. Is it good enough, will people actually care, will my friend laugh at me, I am to ugly to do this. I had too many issues and I was avoiding a thing that I actually liked doing and felt that I was kind of good at. And to be brutally honest with you I am not good at anything as far as I know. But it does not matter because at the end I am only limiting myself.

When I first started blogging I envisioned how I would post something everyday and that it would not matter f anybody would read it.


As long as I could express myself.

And I think that I forgot that when I got more into this blogging thing because I felt pressured to do well and in the end I did nothing at all.

So now almost 6 months later I have made the decision to not care anymore, and I mean not caring in a way that you shall not limit yourself to not do thing that you like. To not express yourself in the way that you wanted to. Instead of thinking what if I want to say why not, I did that crazy thing and it was awesome, I have no regrets. I just feel like my fear of being judged too much has limited me in doing awesome and great things and that needs to stop. So what if people may think your blog is funny, so what if people want to share it. It all doesn’t matter. And the funny thing is that in the end I do not care even a little bit about what people think of me, but somehow on the internet it matters, somehow my face is not good enough (in my mind) for the pretty people of the blogging community.

Somehow even when I say that I do not care I actually do…

But… We, you, me, we can change this starting today! The only one that is holding you back is you.. Yes you! So go out there and be your best self!!

I am ending this post because it’s becoming too long. If you actually are reading this I would like to say thank you, and this came straight from my heart.

Thank you for reading!!


Top 10 Christmas gift ideas!

1. Personalized gift basket


This gift basket is a small example of the many options that you can put in a personalized gift basket. You can even put all the gift suggestions underneath in this. A gift basket is a nice idea if you really want to give something but have too many options in your head.

2.  jewelry

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Jewelry is a nice gift for your husband or wife, and could also be a nice gift for your children. If you want to buy expensive jewelry keep in mind that the receiver may not want to wear it often because it is so expensive. I personally would give expensive jewelry if I wanted the person to cherish my gift.

3. Books

Book gift ideas

imagine that you had a nice conversation about a book that the person you want to give a gift to did not read yet… Then it’s obvious that you have to give that book to them right?

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And these are the gifts for the workaholics. A note-book, a journal, a desk planner. The new year is coming and I’m sure that they will appreciate your effort in organising a little part of their life.

4. Cooking set

And for your foodie friend you could buy a cooking set! It’s an obvious move I know.. But what about this molecular cooking set ? It brings science and cooking together and brings a new kind of joy in the kitchen!

5. Clothing

Fashion christmas gift ideas

Clothing is always hard in my opinion… You’ll never know if they really like it or not. So to play save on this one you could give a robe, or a christmas sweater, or maybe a scarf. Pyjamas are also always save because they will wear it when they will be sleeping anyways right?

6.Piece of art

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There are a lot of beautiful sculptures and other hand-made art on Maybe the person that you would want a gift to just moved and they could use something to make the place feel more like home? Or you just know somebody who collects these kind of stuff?

7. Bottle of fancy wine

Wine gift ideas

The picture already explains it right? Fancy wine always looks nice. But if you are not sure if they drink or not: Do not risk it just pick one of the other 9 christmas gift ideas!

8. Cash/gift card

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The safest and most appreciated gifts of tem all!

9. Video games

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If the person is a gamer of course! I’ve noticed that people sometimes forget that you can also give a video game… Or is it just me?

10. Gadgets


And last but not least: Gadgets! They are expensive but you can also give the gadget with  a group of people and you can all pay together.

Thank you for reading! This was my top 10 christmas gift ideas. I hoped that you liked it and that is was useful!

Comment Below what you are going to give for christmas this year!

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20 Questions tag!

Hello you!

So because I wanted you to get to know me a little bit better I wanted to do a fun tag! The name is the 20 question tag and it just has a couple of random questions to break the ice!

1.Thing you cannot leave the house without?

I cannot leave my house without my cellphone. I know it’s a bad habit but without that thing I feel like I am missing a part of me :P. I’m sure that a lot of you feel the same way ?

2.Favorite brand of make up?

Sephora! Because they have everything I need or.. I don’t know because my first good foundation was from this brand.

3.Favorite Flowers?

4.Fav clothing stores?

I really like the clothing of river island and urban outfitters. But that’s actually to expensive for me, so i would choose H&M

5.Fav perfume?

Dolce and Gabbana: rose the one

6.Heels or flats?

Flats, Especially sneakers.

7.Do you make good grades?

I am a mediocre student, I do not stand out with super bad or super good grades.

8.Fav colors?

Red and blue

9.Do you drink energy drinks ?

I actually get very sleepy when i drink red bull and stuff so i am kinda scared to drink it.

10.Do you drink juice?

Yes I do! I like juice a lot. Not from a juicer but just the packaged ones

11.Do you like swimming?

I do not hate it… I have not been in a pool since 2 years ago and I miss it :(.

12.Do you eat fries with a fork?

Sometimes they give a mini fork at the snack bar… So yes i do!

13.Whats your fav moisturizer?

I actually do not use a moisturizer for my face because I have an oily face. But for the body i like to use Dove.

14.Do you want to get married later on in life?

I would love to get married in the future….

15.Do you get mad easily?

No, i am like the opposite of that. I do not know why but if you disappoint me or make me mad i do not want to spend my precious time getting mad at you. Instead, I just let you be and focus on my live. 😉
16.Are you into ghost hunting?

No, but I do like to hear the stories of other people.

17.Any phobias?

I really really hate the sound of ice scratching against each other.. I know it’s weird but omg!! I really cannot handle it. I also am afraid of those big ass spiders.

18.Do you bite your nails?

No I do not bite my nails.

19.Have you ever had a near death experience?

No, but I had a dream when I was younger, I think that I was 12 years old. I dreamed that I was being choked by super big hands.. And it felt so real. I really thought that I was going to die and that I was being choked. My hearth was pounding like crazy when I woke up and I really had to catch my breath. But I guess that is what dreams do with you?

20.Do you drink coffee? 

Yes I do, I started drinking coffee when i worked in the Starbucks for only 4 months. And i am addicted since that experience. I really ike the iced caramel macciato with an extra pump of vanilla.

Wow! You made it to the end of this tag! Thank you for reading. Of course because this is a tag I want to tag people to do this with me. And I would like to tag everybody! Just comment below and answer the questions. Or you can put a link to your blog? 

Well anyways thank you for reading! 

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Why i would love to be invisible!

Helloo everybody!


Today i would like to talk about invisibility and stuf. Why? Because i’ve been feeling too noticable lately and come on lets be honest it’s probably awsome to be invisible.

1. Nobody can see you fall down!
2. You can creep on people and do pranks
3. You’re not vulnarable for people’s judgement
4.You can attend everything whenever you like
5. No people whining all the time
6. No rejections from people

And i can go on for at least 100 points of statements that make invisibility way better than actually being seen. But with invisibility you also will be very lonely no freinds and no family because they can not see you! Think about it … All these oppurtunities but nobody to share it with.

This is a very random post but it will help me to accept or at least appraciate all the people in our lifes.. I guess. That’s all for todayy byee 😀

Soo tell me in the comments what you think about invisibility…


These are a few of my favorite things…

Hello You!
Soo i heard this song the other day and i thought why not share my random favorite things with you guys…..

Reading a book, surfing on the internet or watching TV for me they are way better with a nice warm cup of tea ( or hot chocolate).

I really really like baking and decorating cupcakes! It’s like making a litle piece of art and then rewarding yourself by eating it right?

And of course like almost every girl i really really like chocolate but not like an addiction i just have those moments that i really need chocolate and then i’m over it.


Before this becomes a food post 😛 i also really really like music. And not like only a few genres. I really like almost everything. Sometimes i just sit in my room and only listen to music without doing anything else and i really enjoy it :).

Yess! YouTube i absolutely enjoy watching YouTube videos but i have to admit its very addictive. I always go to that website with the intention to only watch 1 video but then one hour later i’m still watching random things.

Bubbles!! This can sound really childish from a 19 year old girl. But, i really, really like bubbles. A lot of people don’t know this but i actually have a bubble shooter >_<. But i Don’t care cuz a really like it even though i haven’t used it in a while it really amuses me.

Thank you for reading a few of my Favorite things. So i was wondering.. what are your favorite things?

And because you made it to the end i shall share my least favorite thing in the world!


See Ya!

My new iphone stickers

Helloo! Do you remember the picture I’ve shown you well here is the result!

I got a new iPhone 5 a few days ago like you already know. and i really wanted to add something personal to make it different from the other iPhone’s i guess. So at first i thought of buying a case but i couldn’t find a case that i really liked. So i made a sticker :D.

The stickers..  (I'ts very hard to put them on! )
The stickers.. (I’ts very hard to put them on! )

I am very happy with the results. And will order more stuff from Designskins in the future. If you want more information about the price etc. click on the link.

Again the back of my phone with the sticker attached.
Again the back of my phone with the sticker attached.

I was very happy with how the back turned out i was scared that you would not see the white letters or something but it turned out great.
If you’re wondering what is written on the back here is a notation:

” expect the best, be prepared for the worst, fuck what others think & do your own thing”

The quote doesn’t really have a message and is not related to a experience whatsoever its just straight forward and i really like it. I actually found it on a website that i cant remember but yeah, pretty cool right?

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And last but not least the front side!!
That’s all for this year. Do not forget to leave a comment below.

Thank you for reading, byee!